Do Over's

You know when someone asks "Is there anything in your life you have regretted, or if you can go back and change one thing about your life what would it be?" And for the most part people answer "I wouldn't change a thing, because I wouldn't be who I am today".You know what I say to that, BOLLOCKS. I'd love to have a do over, if I could just go back, and change that one pivotal moment in my life where I opted to stop living , I would change it in a heartbeat. I'm not particularly happy with how my life has turned out, I have wasted my 20's and my 30's are headed in the same direction. I blame no one but me. I have made decisions and have taken actions in my life that have helped me create a prison in my head. I am the ward of my own prison, with no chance of parole. I know I have the ability to break free, some may say I don't want it bad enough, not true. It's no fun to constantly see people living their lives from a chair that has an ass dent from all the hours of just sitting.